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24 October 2012 @ 08:37 pm
Bad news about Amy...  
I just came home from work, went online to check on Amy´s tumblr for some news, only to find a message from Karin...I had to read it three times until I managed to read the full text..God, it´s so horrible, I am shaking with fear for Amy´s life...

Hello everyone,

This is Karin speaking. I have some bad news, unfortunately Amy’s heart stopped and they are now taking her in for surgery. She wasn’t feeling very well all day, but nothing special, when suddenly she started sweating and couldn’t breathe properly. A few moments ago her heart stopped and she didn’t respond to CPR in any kind of form. When she didn’t wake up they brought her to the surgery room to prep her for an emergency surgery, which will probably lead to removing the tumor from her colon in order to at least have her come back.

It’s a very riskful surgery because she hasn’t been fully healed from the others and they don’t know how much her body can take. She’s been in there for just 10 minutes, so I have no news. I thought she would wanted me to tell you this, just like before, so here I am. However I don’t know if I can or want to be here if they come back with bad news. I hope you’ll understand, but I’ll see what I can do and what I’m up to at that time. For now we can only hope.

Thank you for reading and I’m sorry to bring such sad news.



I honestly don´t know what to write at the moment..I´m sorry..



Hello again,

The surgery is still going on, we don’t have any news yet. They’ve only come once to let us know that they got her heart rate back and put her into an induced coma. They are now working hard to remove the tumor and any bad tissue blocking her lungs.The only hope we have is that she will survive the surgery and that she might wake up again. They don’t say much, but we know the looks.

I’m going off the internet now, I’m very sorry, but I can’t stay on the internet for much longer. I will be back tomorrow morning with good or bad news. I’m sure that with any news I’ll get tonight that I’ll need some time. I won’t leave you hanging. Tomorrow morning, I promise.



Guess there´s nothing more we can do besides waiting until tomorrow. Amy, you are in my heart, always.

Where I am: at home
How I feel: shockedshocked
Sissi: Hopedreamers_dh on October 24th, 2012 06:44 pm (UTC)

I hope she still fights!
Andrea: Teddy *huggles*lupina78 on October 24th, 2012 06:48 pm (UTC)
Me too. I´m not giving up believing in her. There´s still hope.

Wise words. *points at your icon*
deanvica23deanvica23 on October 24th, 2012 08:03 pm (UTC)
its sad sorry that she suffer as that. maybe his body can anymore
fight and they will must to let to leave her. there is a limit for each human. if the cancer is everywhere maybe its better that she stop to suffer as that. i will pray on what is better for her. as a mother if one of my sons was sick as that i will pray of course that it stay near of me long but see him suffer long no. what more beautiful love that let and accept his departure at heaven.

on FB au usa the last week after lot of suffering lane a kid coming to die of cancer. after lot of fights it is gone.

all my thoughs for amy who i hope soon will be again with us alive and fine.

Andrea: Dean/Sam THE huglupina78 on October 24th, 2012 08:17 pm (UTC)
It´s so very tragic that such a young girl, that should have the time of her life - going out, meeting friends, fall in love, do crazy things you´re gonna tell your grandchildren of - has to go through all this pain and fight for her life. It´s simply not fair.
I agree with you, at one point the human body can´t take all the pain and surgeries and the attack of the tumor any more and that´s the time where you have to let go. But I simply can´t. Amy HAS to survive all this, so she can be better at one point and live the life she´s supposed to. Everything else I can´t accept. I know I am being selfish with this, but I can´t let her go. I hope and pray that she´ll make it.

Maybe you have more insight to it because you´re a mother, knowing that it´s better to let go instead of seeing your children suffer. Maybe this is something I yet have to learn, but at the moment, I don´t even want to think about losing Amy. I simply can´t.

I´m so sorry about this kid that died because of cancer. Must be horrible for his family.

Thank you, love. ♥

deanvica23deanvica23 on October 24th, 2012 08:25 pm (UTC)
i coming to make a post for my flist and my community.
It's horrible to see his kid suffer.All my prayers tonight for her. Love.
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on October 24th, 2012 08:28 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reposting. Amy needs all the love she can get.

Deborah: James - looking downdebris4spike on October 24th, 2012 08:05 pm (UTC)
Thee is nothing I can say except that you are both in my thoughts and prayers.

*hugs* very, very tight.
Andrea: Teddy *huggles*lupina78 on October 24th, 2012 08:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much, Deborah.
Prayers and good thoughts are way more powerful than words could ever be. Because they are heartfelt in the purest way.

*hugs back tightly*
crism79: HP Dumbledore's Armycrism79 on October 24th, 2012 08:51 pm (UTC)
Let's keep hoping :(
Andrea: Friendslupina78 on October 24th, 2012 08:53 pm (UTC)
Definitely. I´m not giving up on her. Never will.

Thank you, honey! *hugs you close* ♥
crism79: HP Dumbledore's Armycrism79 on October 24th, 2012 09:08 pm (UTC)
*hugs you back tight*

♥ ♥
annj_g80annj_g80 on October 25th, 2012 04:55 am (UTC)
Oh nooo! I'll keep her in my thoughts and pray a little harder.
Andrea: Teddy *huggles*lupina78 on October 25th, 2012 07:11 am (UTC)
Thank you, so much. There´s no news yet, but I go with "no news are good news" for now...let´s hope for the best.

*hugs you close*
EPandoranosurething2 on October 25th, 2012 10:29 pm (UTC)
I very much hope she will pull through and my heart goes out to her and her friends and family. She has fought so hard. But i also think it is important to let her know, that it is o.k. To let go, if the suffering gets too much....
Andrea: J2 huglupina78 on October 26th, 2012 06:49 am (UTC)
Thank you, sweetheart! *huggles* True, she fought so hard, that´s why I want her to live. Maybe I´m being selfish here, but I want her to survive. On the other hand, you are right, no one should have to go through all this pain for such a long time...

*hugs you close*