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22 October 2012 @ 02:22 pm
Update about Amy aka lotroth  
It´s very difficult to get to informations about Amy´s status quo these days, since I have to rely on her posting on her own, which - of course - is a very exhausting thing to do for her, but nevertheless, she´s doing it. Awesome girl! *hugs Amy carefully*

So, here´s the summary:
(from her Tumblr)

From a week ago:
* "So, have been going through multiple tests and scans today and they found out that I have a rare and very agressive type of cancer, who attacks all organs and good tissue that comes in their way. Basically I’m dying and it’s going fast.

They don’t know how fast and how long I have, till after the surgery on Monday and after the big one for my tumor at my colon. Then come the possibilities of chemo and how that will help and medicines and all that crap. I’m like a bomb that can explode any minute, but they are pressuring it down with medicines and what more."

* "So, I’m up for my next surgery. It’s happening so fast, this all doesn’t feel real for some reason. Also, I’m still so sore from the previous one and to think that they will cut me open again, uughhh, I think I will cling to the closet with all the morphine after this. Hopefully another surgery I will wake up from."

And waking up, she did! *is in pure joy*

* " I survived yet another surgery, which was close to not surviving, but let’s not talk about that. I’ve been two days in a coma and after those days they wouldn’t let me on for my own good, I’m very sorry about that. My roommates came to see me yesterday, so that was nice. My dad can hopefully come this week. 

They removed bad tissue and in a few weeks they will try to remove the tumor on my colon, when I’m strong enough. It’s causing huge problems, so it has to be as fast as possible. I’m in a lot of pain and having the worst headaches which may be caused due to the morphine, so they are being careful with that."

I know it´s not looking all that good, but as long as there is a chance of her surviving, you´ll see me posting things like:
"Don´t ever stop fighting, Amy!"
I´m not giving up, miracles do happen and they happen to the bravest of us. And Amy definitely is a very brave one. I have no doubt about that.
She is without a doubt the bravest girl I´ve ever known. Not because she´s fearless, no, but because she´s afraid like hell and still keeps on fighting. That´s what I call bravery.

Honey, no matter what lies ahead, don´t ever doubt that it isn´t worth the fight. It always is. I love you.

Some wise words I found on the net..

“Don't be afraid of your fears. They're not there to scare you. They're there to let you know that something is worth it.”
― C. JoyBell C.

“And one has to understand that braveness is not the absence of fear but rather the strength to keep on going forward despite the fear.”
― Paulo Coelho

Lots of love,
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Where I am: at home
How I feel: worriedworried
Jennifer: Actor: Leonardo DiCapriodaydreamer1984 on October 22nd, 2012 02:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you for posting her tumblr updates. I don't have a tumblr so I never know what's going on. That poor girl!
Andrea: Jensen_teddy *cuddle?* MADE FOR ME!lupina78 on October 22nd, 2012 02:19 pm (UTC)
You´re welcome. I don´t know why, I just have the feeling that it´s important to let people know about Amy. To get her story out there.

The good thing about Tumblr is that you don´t have to have one to read entries..you only can´t reblog things when you are not logged in. That´s how I keep myself updated, bc I don´t have one either.

Thank you for your support, honey!! ♥
jessm78: Supernatural: Sam/Dean hug in Mystery Spjessm78 on October 22nd, 2012 02:32 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much for the update on Amy, hon. She really is a brave, strong girl and she is in my thoughts all the time. I wish only the best for her!

And I love those quotes, they are so inspiring :)

Andrea: Dean/Sam THE huglupina78 on October 22nd, 2012 02:57 pm (UTC)
You´re most welcome. Thank you for your support, sweetheart! Indeed, Amy is all of the things you mentioned..she´s amazing!

They really are inspiring. And humbling. Sometimes we (or rather, I) overdramatise things that really aren´t that important, instead of trying to stay positive. To be honest, sometimes when all gets too much for me and I start pitying myself, I think of Amy and that is motivation enough to get up and keep fighting..Amy-style.
(sounds stupid, I know..but it´s still true.)

*hugs back* ♥
aelia1980: Sonnenblumeaelia1980 on October 22nd, 2012 02:48 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the update, hon. Since I just don´t get how tumblr works (yeah, silly, but really, I tried to left Amy a message but I was so lost that I let it be) I totally rely on you for news as (understandably) Amy doesn´t post here any longer.

It´s all so very sad but still, I´m always so amazed how Amy is fighting and being positive while it looks so bad. She´s sucha great girl. I will keep hoping and praying and thinking of her with you, so maybe, togehter we can be strong for her1
Andrea: Friendslupina78 on October 22nd, 2012 03:14 pm (UTC)
You are very welcome!
Tumblr is a bit confusing for me too..as long as you don´t have one, you only can send a anon message, not commenting directly though. :/ But I try to refresh Amy´s page on a daily basis, so I don´t miss her updating.

Exactly. She´s amazing and the most inspiring person I´ve ever "met". She´s my hero.
I strongly believe that too. Together we can be strong enough for her. ♥ *HUGS*
Deborah: James - silhouettedebris4spike on October 22nd, 2012 07:54 pm (UTC)
That girl is the "strongest" person I know.

*hugs* you both
crism79: WC Peter and Neal hugcrism79 on October 22nd, 2012 08:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you for keeping us posted sweetie!

You're right, as long as there is life there is hope and Amy will be in my thoughts ans prayers!

Loads of love!!