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18 September 2012 @ 08:39 pm
Amy needs another miracle happening...quick...  
This is not a happy post, but an "LJ is a big family-let´s stick together and help each other" post...

Some of you might have wondered how Amy´s doing, I know because I did too.
I haven´t heard a lot for quite some time, the last time we spoke she told me about this F-ing tumor that´s growing right into her colon and keeps spreading. At that time, she had been at the hospital for all those examinations, and to learn when her surgery will be. That´s all I knew, for about 4 weeks.
Yesterday the lovely hezio2 made an entry over at hugsforamy asking if someone knew anything about Amy´s well being. Today we got another entry from her, this time with news.
A friend of Amy´s over at Tumblr tried to call her at home, but no one answered. Later Amy´s dad left a voice mail for her saying:

this is Amy’s father. I did not listen to your voicemail message, but I assume you’re one of her internet friends. I’m sorry if this is late, but I can only be here a couple of days a week. Unfortunately things are looking very bad for Amy and it can still go the wrong way, but she’s still fighting really hard. I’m sorry for not calling you, but I have to be off again. Thank you for your support,......

(copied and pasted from HERE)

This is all we know so far. Can we all stand together once more and show Destiny the finger, please? Amy needs to live, no matter what. Damnit, she´s only 22!
At my job I see women and men who are way over 90, waiting for death to come, not wanting to live anymore, or just fading away day by day, being denied to die in peace. How can this be fair?
I beg you, my dearest friends, let´s send Amy prayers and good vibes once more, since it had worked the last time. I know that together we can make it. I simply know it. Let´s make this miracle reality!!

I simply have no words about how cruel this is....*cries silent tears*

I let this post be an open one so we can reach more people - the more positive vibes - the better. 
And I dare any of this evil spam-LJ´s to try and spam this very entry...the hole I dig to burry you in will be deep enough so your ass will get deep fried from Hell underneath.

All my love and thank you,
Where I am: at home
How I feel: worriedworried
crism79: WC Neal Hold Oncrism79 on September 18th, 2012 07:44 pm (UTC)
Of course sweetie!! Tons of happy, good, healing vibes are going Amy's way!!! And of course she'll be in my prayers.

Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 18th, 2012 07:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you, hunnie! As far as I know, there´s not much the doctors can do for her, but hey, they underestimated online-friendship before, didn´t they?
Thank you for your support! *loves you*

*squishes back*
crism79: WC Neal Hold Oncrism79 on September 18th, 2012 08:15 pm (UTC)
Of course, our strength and hope is that part of the equation that doctors can't quantify ;P

*loves you too*
Deborah: James - looking downdebris4spike on September 18th, 2012 07:59 pm (UTC)
Oh Andi, I am sorry to read this - I was only thinking of her yesterday. I do pray that she will get positive answers - it has been sucha long hard road for her, and her loved ones, hasn't it?

Thank you for sharing - yes, life can be so, so cruel.

*hugs* ... to her, and to you (a very special person)
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 18th, 2012 08:30 pm (UTC)
I´m still in a state of shock. I mean, I knew something wasn´t right when she didn´t update her tublr lately, but I had no information about how bad it really is.
You truly are a great friend, thank you so much, Deborah.
It really had been a rocky road for her so far, that´s why it HAS to pay off that she´s fighting so hard. She has to be rewarded for being so brave.

That is oh so true.

*hugs back* Thank you so much ♥
deanvica23deanvica23 on September 18th, 2012 08:17 pm (UTC)
the friend of amy this time know nothing? If i understand she must be operated?
Im sorry for her that she fight again. Give me news when you have.

Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 18th, 2012 08:37 pm (UTC)
You mean Karin, right? As far as I know, Karin had to move away because of her new job, so she can´t be with Amy - allthough I´m sure she´s at the hospital as often as she can, but I don´t know anything about it. So sadly, Karin doesn´t update in Amy´s name right now.

I pretty much know the very same things you know, by reading the entries at hugsforamy
I think she couldn´t be operated at first, there had been complications - which, I don´t know - but maybe now they did the surgery and she´s once again in coma. But that´s only what I think has happened, I have no real infos about it. That´s what makes me worry even more.
I´ll try to catch as many informations at LJ, Twitter and Tumblr as I can get and will pass them on as soon as I get them, I promise.

Sissidreamers_dh on September 19th, 2012 12:07 pm (UTC)
I'll think of her!
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 21st, 2012 09:00 am (UTC)
Thank you so much!
I´ve made an update about Amy, if you´re interested.

Lots of love,
lady_eilthana: SPN: Sam | hospitallady_eilthana on September 19th, 2012 01:10 pm (UTC)
I don't know Amy but it all does sound so very unfair.
I hope she still has the power in her to fight this.
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 21st, 2012 09:08 am (UTC)
Amy aka lotroth , is a very sweet girl, who always thinks of others first, and who cares so much about her friends that even when she´s sick, she´s still trying to make you happy.
All the crap that has happened to her within the last year is worth two or even three lifetimes of shit. The form of cancer she has is a very agressive one, one that mostly only older people get, but not young girls like her. She seems to fight a fight she can´t win, but yet she survived so many life-threatening situations that stunned even the doctors. I believe it was our common support, throughout the whole internet, may it be LJ, Twitter, Tumblr, or her account over at Deviant Art, and God knows where else too, that made her holding on to life so strongly. Love has a strong energy, and even if she´d been in coma at times, she might have felt this love coming from all of us. I know it sounds stupid, but that´s what I believe with every fibre of my heart.

I made an update about her, btw.

Thanks for your support! <3
Jennifer: GW: Melinda and Jimdaydreamer1984 on September 19th, 2012 01:31 pm (UTC)
So sad :(
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 21st, 2012 09:09 am (UTC)
That´s true. Sad and unfair and cruel.

tinkabell007: white rosetinkabell007 on September 19th, 2012 03:25 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry :(
Andrea: candle giflupina78 on September 21st, 2012 09:09 am (UTC)
Thank you honey!